||[Mar. 28th, 2005|12:31 pm]
Operation Foxtrot 2005
|||||coheed & cambria. its warm out.||]|
kay, well, since marcus made his own rules, i think im going to make my own, too...(no smoking...really? wow, i just had four in about...five hours...i like to so im gonna keep on keepin' on).
mine are going to be a lot more strict than the original foxtrot. because i had inspiration today. the only way i can actually get really inspired to lose weight is to be plopped down in front of a 3-way mirror in a dressing room. when those beautiful pink cords didnt fit and they were much bigger than the size i want to be, i almost puked right there. i would love to be 120...that's the skinny i wanna be. ive always wanted to be that and ive only been under that (other than when i was really young) once in my life and it felt amazing. i looked in a mirror today, though, and realized that its definitely attainable if i work at it.
i think im going to keep my own rules to myself, however, because i dont like being yelled at and told im not getting enough nutrition, not eating enough, etc. but today the thought of food is repulsive. i could puke just thinking about it...ew...thinking...sick. nasty sick.
so maybe thats the better way to go about it. keep each other in check but for our own rules. skinny can happen, even to us!...even though some of us already are...ahem.
kay. over and out.